I've been in such a strange place emotionally. On one hand, I'm content to let God lead, and take my family wherever He leads. Yet, I have this picture in my head of what God's plan should look like. I'm terrified my mental picture is wrong, and I'm going to be disappointed.
I believe God, please help my unbelief. Let me fully and truly give myself and my family over to you. Search me and know my heart, try me and know my anxieties. See if there be any sinful way in me. Here I am Lord; Please use us for your plan.
